Coil first dark aid kit

COIL MIX TAPE

tracklist:

(in order of appearance)

  1. MÜ-ÜR
  2. Blood From The Air
  3. The Gimp (Sometimes)
  4. pHILM #1 (Vox) – ELpH
  5. Heartworms
  6. Hobgoblins – Mount Vernon Arts Lab – Remix by COIL
  7. Untitled (ELpH Sessions I) – ELpH
  8. Red Skeletons #2 – Black Light District
  9. The Restitution of Decayed Intelligence #2
  10. Things We Never Had
  11. North
  12. The Sewage Worker’s Birthday Party
  13. Something
  14. Glisten #2
  15. Tainted Love
  16. Broccoli
  17. Summer Substructures
  18. I Don’t Want To Be The One
  19. Going Up
  20. Moon’s Milk Or Under An Unquiet Skull (Part One)
  21. Untitled (ELpH Sessions II) – ELpH
  22. Strange Birds
  23. Broken Aura
  24. At The Heart Of It All
  25. Ostia (The Death Of Pasolini)
  26. Gnomic Verses – ELpH
  27. Dark River
  28. Manunkind – ELpH
  29. Here To Here (Double Headed Secret)
  30. 2,5-Dimethoxy-4-Ethyl-Amphetamine: (Doet/Hecate) – Time Machines
  31. Teenage Lightning (10th Birthday Version)
  32. Comfortable
  33. The Last Amethyst Deceiver
  34. 7-Methoxy-Β-Carboline: (Telepathine) – Time Machines
  35. Caged Birds – ELpH
  36. All The Pretty Little Horses
  37. MÜ-ÜR

(all tracks by COIL unless indicated, compiled and mixed by JENUS – please note that some tracks only appear as fragments or layered with other tracks)

The entire COIL catalogue is available for free on www.archive.org as high res downloads (Hobgoblins by Mount Vernon Arts Lab is available in the www.ghostbox.co.uk catalogue).

READ THE COMPLETE COIL LYRICS IN THIS ONLINE BOOK BY PHIL BARRINGTON

Blood From The Air

– compiled version –

A sleeping explorer, his wandering mind
Crossed over the border
A mind like a cemetery where the corpses are turning
Where the bodies twist deep
In the frozen grip of a dreamless sleep

Then the lowest comes up
Like a wreck from the depths
He hears night calling and has dreams of waking
Here in this brightness
That burns like slow lightning

He sees words burnt in ice
And reads that the world is a wound
In the body of Christ
Effects of the animal, animal sound effects
He says, „Death, he is my friend
He’s promised me a quick end“

The world is in pain
And should be put down
And God is a sadist
And that he knows it

The depths of the night skies
Reflects in his eye
He says, „Everything changes (Nine Knives of ice)
And everyone dies“

And the night slits her veins
And the darkness drains
And the void rumbles in
Like an underground train

Forever comes closer
The world is in pain
We all must be shown, we must realise
That everyone changes and everything dies

That everything changes and everyone dies

Best friends die

Worst enemies die

And pets

Places change, decay

Everyone’s a complete disappointment

Everyone’s broken, all the dead

I’m dead inside

I’m trying to live

I’m trying to live

I’m trying to live

I’m trying to live

Pets and people and places

Change, decay, dismay, distort

Everything’s a complete disappointment

And then they die

(Jhonn Balance)

about this mix

Some of the things that have influenced me most in my life were: discovering COIL, receiving hand written letters from Balance as a teenager in the 1980‘s, listening to COIL for 35 years, collecting COIL vinyl, CDs, books and memorabilia, becoming friends with people that like COIL, getting COIL tattoos, experiencing COIL live, playing COIL in my dj sets, meeting some of COIL‘s friends and becoming their friend, seeing and feeling COIL and remembering COIL.

This is a mix of COIL musick only, containing some of my favourite tracks. Compiling this mix was no easy task and took me several weeks of going through mountains of material. I wanted to keep this mix under 3 hours long and so a lot of the 9 hour long shortlist of songs i selected didn‘t end up on the final recording i made. Who knows maybe one day there will be a second final aid kit with other favourites. Over the years my COIL listening has been sporadic and always in flux, some of the songs that were most important to me over the years do not feature here. Apart from the time constraints it is also a snapshot of how i like to hear COIL today and the list of my preferred songs is always changing. This mix is a selection spanning COIL’s entire period of creativity from here to here (1985) to going up (2005), it features many of COIL’s best known tracks alongside some rarer ones that maybe not every new follower has come across.

Octopus – Ewald Rübsamen, 1910

My first COIL record was the Panic/Tainted Love red vinyl 12“ which i bought in a World Of Music store in Hamburg in 1985. Having been a fan of Soft Cell and Ed Cobb’s song for a while was what made me buy it (i vividly remember the moment i first picked up the record from the shelf). Following this purchase i bought every COIL release i could get my hands on from then on. Entering COIL‘s moon phase of music in the late 1990’s was another pivotal moment for me as a fan. COIL‘s work had become more than just music and never left me again.

I think i have played at least one COIL or related song in every of my sets in the Halle am Berghain but this mix is no dj set, it‘s a personal selection of COIL songs to keep and listen to while walking, traveling and dreaming – musick as company for drunken, lonely evenings, a memory and a way through the woods. I hope this mix can also be an introduction for newer listeners to the myriad of different COIL releases, even though this is only a personal view that ignores many other facets of COIL that are all well worth exploring if you have found something to enjoy in this mix.

Thank you for listening. Rest in peace.

The dreamer is still asleep.

In dreams i walk with you

listen to COIL FIRST DARK AID KIT on YouTube
Answers Come In Dreams


previous mixes in the A G E M O W O R O S mix series:

A G E M O W O R O S mix II

JENUS – THE REVERSE END

A G E M O W O R O S mix I

JENUS – AS I DESCENDED WITH THE RED DOG